It's 11:11 , 11/11/11 Now

It's 11:11.
Today 11/11/11.
Wanted to tell you that

• you're always the 1 I quarrel with somebody else,
• you're always the 1 I would find to talk to,
• you're always the 1 I struggle to be with,
• you're always the 1 I do something for,
• you're always the 1 I determined for,
• you're always the 1 I enlighten me,
• you're always the 1 I thought of,
• you're always the 1 I missed,
• you're always the 1 I cared,
• you're always the 1 I loved.

And finally , You're always my only 1  .

I can't get you off my mind , I love you . 

What do I feel right now.

SPM is just next week , so is your birthday.

While you have been not-replying my messages ,

made me feeling down like the temperature these few weeks.

Raining everyday , looking at the waters falling from the sky through the windows in my room.

Thinking how you have been.

Without your words each day , revisions , homeworks , studies . I could not do it all.

For you have been wondering in my head , going from my brain to my heart and back to brain. Repeating non-stop .

Missing you ❤

Thinking of you ❤

Worrying about you ❤

Your birthday is the MOST important day of my year .

But, it falls together with the MOST important examination of this year.

But yet , you are still the MOST important person of my life.

After happened so many things , you still are and will be the love of my life.

I'm sorry for all these .

PS: I love you.

My first time going and back by plane without parents :)

My last happy day during the holiday. Lol   :(

Birthday ?

It's my birthday again , and it's my 17th birthday. Never thought that it would be this fast. Time passes quickly no matter it's happy or sad. I didn't ask for any activities or any outing for the day, and gifts too. Because I think that I don't deserve it :)   Unless you all out there insist. I don't think of anything for this year because last year was disappointing and I don't want to have high hope on it , so just let it be, whatever that happens. And for my birthday wish, it'll be the same as last year. Nothing will change. Happy Birthday for myself.

Do you know this?

That day the wind blew, I tried to hold your hand.
And still, the rain kept falling...
...so hard until I couldn’t see you.
How much longer until I can be again at your side?
Waiting for a day when it clears up, maybe I’ll be a little better then.
Long long ago, there was someone who loved you for so long.
But yet, the wind kept constantly...
...blowing, widening the gap so much further.
So difficult to have another day to love again.
But it seems that, at the end of the story you still said, “Goodbye”.

All I want for now

If I don't sms you , will you sms me ?
If I don't find you , will you find me ?
If I don't talk to you , will you talk to me ?
All I want from you for the time being is sms me , find me and talk to me, will you do it as a friend ?

I'm sincerely sorry.

I'm really sorry. I would do anything to make you feel better, anything. I didn't know it mean so much to you. This is my wrong, I should be penalise. Really sorry.  Actually  all I want to do is  just to make you understand the fact, but instead, it made me understand I shouldn't  be that 8 ..  I've learnt my lesson, and wouldn't care more anything about you.  I only get things worse. I sucks. Since today I understand that you started ying chao me, I think you really do feel I'm annoying and busybody. I guess everything's over.